The Hot Mess Medium Show Ep. 11 - Life Realignment and Why You Should Let Go Of Old Baggage
In this episode I share how I & so many others are going through a life “realignment” right now, what that is, how to recognize if you are experiencing one too (or if one is trying to happen for you) and how to navigate it all.
I also talk about:
-The benefits of letting go (when the universe says to)
-How clearing out old sh*t in your home actually clears up old/stagnant energy
-Your inner protector (& how it could be holding you back without you even realizing it?)
-My experience with saying YES to something that didn't make sense at the time, but now it makes the most sense ever (& what I learned from it all)
-& some channeled messages from Spirit
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Transcription:
00:00:00 Natashia Mack
Hey, guys. Welcome back.
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For today's episode, I want to talk a little bit about this realignment that I've been going through, and I feel like there's going to be a lot of supportive messages connected to that for me to share with you today that are going to be supportive for you also.
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Seems to be a theme since I since I started doing this work, I kind of.
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Go through things and then I talk about it and it seems to just really resonate with my listeners, you know.
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So lately I've been going through a bit of a realignment and.
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This one feels different.
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Well, first, what do I mean when I say realignment?
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Basically.
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My mind, body, spirit, life, business, like all of the things.
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Changing.
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Because there's just certain things that.
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Were no longer working or you know, there's certain difficult decisions that I had to make, for example.
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Umm, I had to close down my aesthetics business.
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I can't remember if I mentioned that on.
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A previous episode or not, but either way I had to close down my aesthetics business. Umm.
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Which really sucked to do like I just started it in August.
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Something that I really, truly enjoy doing.
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Love my clients so much like I was looking back on old.
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Assignments from when I finished high school or when I was finishing high school and it set on there how my plans were to go to aesthetic school.
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And that was like, yeah, that was like, one of the things I really wanted to do.
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Was obviously way before I realized I was a psychic medium.
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Anyway, so it's it's something that.
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Truly.
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Came to be.
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In such.
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Divinely orchestrated way you know the fact that I was able to train to become an aesthetician.
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And and then go out on my own and do my own thing with cloudwomen aesthetics.
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It just really is something that I know deep in my soul was meant to happen, even if it was for a short amount of time.
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It wasn't all for nothing at all. Like I learned so much. I gained so much experience dealing with.
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People in a new way and getting to connect with new people and have, you know, vulnerable, intimate conversations with people, hold space for people. You know. I had started my business.
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Online. Actually, no, that's.
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Sorry, I did start my my business like doing readings in person.
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Through word of mouth, you know everything did start in person and eventually I started my online business and then everything was online.
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You know, I would do an in person thing here and there, but not not very much so.
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I got to the point where everything was online and I was always stuck at home and, you know, wearing my trackpants everyday and started to lack motivation started to get way too comfortable.
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Honestly started to get kind of depressed and lethargic and things like that, which to me is a sign that something had to change.
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And.
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I really feel spirit putting a pin in that, as I say that because I think it's so important for us to be mindful of how we feel.
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In certain environments, in certain relationships or in certain situations.
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Notice how.
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Your energy reacts and responds to these things.
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And you know, places and people.
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Umm, because your body does speak to you, your body will.
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Let you know if something is for you or not for you, or if something needs to shift and evolve, or you need to let something go or you need to start incorporating something else.
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Know. So for me like my.
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Mind, body and spirit were telling me that something had to change. And what happened was I saw an ad.
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You know, for this job to be trained as an esthetician and.
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It just like so you know, going back to what I was saying, noticing your energy and how it responds and reacts. When I saw this ad, my energy, my everything was so.
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Magnetized to this ad. It was just this craziest.
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This feeling of being.
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Just so zoomed in.
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To this ad and not to me, was a sure.
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This was like a 100% holy ******* **** you have to do this, even if it doesn't make any sense at all, because you're a medium.
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You're. You're a psychic medium and you already have a business and like nothing about this makes sense, you know.
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Looking back now, I'm like wow did.
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Whatever makes.
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You know, it pushed me out of my comfort zone like you would not believe.
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Um, I also became just so much more comfortable dealing with people and right because when you're secluded, like how you're not really gaining opportunities to.
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Interact with other people in the same way, right?
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Like yes, I was dealing with people online, but not a lot of like, real life situations.
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Outside of that, where I could practice?
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Umm.
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Having you know, let's say, uncomfortable conversations that is going to exercise my nervous systems response.
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Like yes again, those things happen online, but I don't know. There's just something different about.
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Doing these things in person, you know, interacting with individuals in person and having hard conversations in person and all that stuff, so.
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Not only that, of course, like I found a creative outlet in this work and.
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Just I don't.
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There's just so much good that came of it.
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It got me out of the house. It got me.
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To care again.
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I don't know if.
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I don't know if I'm saying that right.
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'Cause, obviously.
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I I'm someone who cares so much, you know, especially as a highly sensitive person.
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I just mean it.
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It brought part of me back to life, is what I'm was what I think I'm trying to say.
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Didn't even know this episode was going in this direction, but apparently this needs to come through.
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Anyways.
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So.
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Because of the recent surgery I had in my neck.
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It caused a shoulder injury.
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And.
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I don't know yet if it's gonna be permanent or not.
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It could take like up to a year to heal, or it could be something that I'm gonna live with forever.
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But between that?
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And my health me wanting to make my health a priority.
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And also wanting to make my ministry a priority.
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All signs were pointing to me taking a step back from the aesthetics.
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So I can take care of my body.
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And make that a priority and try to heal. You know, as much as I can.
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Yeah, 'cause. I know physically. I just won't be able to do.
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Are physically.
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I don't think people realize how physically demanding those services are.
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And yeah, basically my shoulder. My right shoulder would not be able.
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To handle.
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So that was a really difficult thing that I had to come to terms with.
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What's crazy about it is that the whole time.
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This was like on my mind and you know, I was feeling it in my God that this is what was gonna happen, even though I just, I still wasn't sure and I was going back and forth that whole entire time.
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I was being shown so many signs and synchronicities like you wouldn't believe like things that were just.
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Out of this world.
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I just.
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I hadn't experienced those types of, you know, signs and synchronicities in such a long time that.
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It was just so amazing to experience it again and it was amazing to like witness.
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All this divine support coming in and showing me that, hey, you're going to be taken care of. Like. Yes, it's hard to let this go, but it's going to make space for what is meant for you at this time in the direction that you're meant to go in.
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And your everything is going to be OK.
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All of a sudden I had so many, you know, brides reaching out to me.
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I have.
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12 weddings for 2025 so far, and we're only in January.
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Like everyone was messaging me like, you know, to book their wedding. And I was like, this is amazing.
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I barely advertised at all. In case you didn't know, I'm a wedding officiant as well.
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Like I'm a reverend.
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And so yeah.
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Had so many people reach out for wedding.
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And I, you know, had people reaching out for readings. And I was like, OK.
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These are things I can.
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Like luckily, like. Thank God I wear so many hats.
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And I.
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So many, you know, things that I I I do, you know, like thank God I wasn't.
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Dependent on.
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You know, I was a medium.
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Um. And so I was able to just kind of reroute.
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That's what I felt like. I was rerouting, realigning, right.
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Like, OK, This is the direction that I'm going in.
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Picking this back up.
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I'm going all in on this.
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This is something that doesn't require my shoulder, you know.
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So yeah, anyways.
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I started receiving inspiration again for classes and workshops that I'm going to be putting on. I, you know, received messages that.
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Like of what this year is going to be about for me and and again it's about my ministry. It's about being of service.
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Using, you know my gifts and I'm going to be teaching and all that stuff so anyways.
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There's that.
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So yeah, that's like part of this.
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Realignment that's taking place.
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You know, we we let things.
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But then, and it's uncomfortable when you let things go, right?
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Is uncomfortable.
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There's unknowns and what ifs and.
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There's no guarantees and then.
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But then it.
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You let it go and then immediately.
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There's this space.
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And and the space is for a purpose.
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Right, that space is what allows the new to come in, and sometimes we hold.
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So freaking tight to to things because we think, Oh no, this is the only thing and like.
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I don't know what I'm going to do and I have to figure this out and oh, no, like this can't happen.
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I have to hurry up and.
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Yeah. Figure this out all on my own. But no, like the truth is, there is a plan.
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There was already a plan for me and there's already a plan for you.
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There's already a plan for that space that.
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You're being asked to create. There's already a plan for it.
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There's already something put in place to fill that space.
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But it cannot be filled until you release what no longer serves you.
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Cannot be filled until.
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You allow that space to exist.
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And even that.
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Oh my God, that in between time from.
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You know where you were to where you're going.
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Is so uncomfortable too and.
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And sometimes within that space, we want to go back to old habits and behaviors and patterns and.
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So that's you gotta watch out for that.
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You know, there's there's fear and anxiety that's going to take over and and might try to.
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Rewrote you prematurely.
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Backwards, like you know what I mean, which is not where you're going.
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That's not where you're going.
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I love that this sort of organically turned into.
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Oh.
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You know the messages are.
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Clearly I didn't know it was going to go in this direction, but I love this so much.
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So I want to see what else is trying to come through here.
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OK, funny I was hearing this message.
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This morning, as I was getting ready. So that tells me that it wasn't just for me, it's also for you.
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For us.
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And so yeah.
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I'm going to share it with you.
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So what I was hearing was.
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Your dream life is going to cost you.
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Your current life, OK, so.
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Your dream life, your dream destination.
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You want to be.
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That is going to require.
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New habits.
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Right.
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What I'm hearing is like more.
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Life giving habits more sustainable habits.
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Not just that, but.
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I'm seeing this vision of.
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Someone you know, they've packed their bags.
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They have all their luggage around them.
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Ready to go?
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On this like dream destination. OK. They're like vacation. Whatever. Right. They're about to go.
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A plane.
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To get there, but.
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They are carrying so much with them.
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That they don't even.
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For example, let's say you're going to Bali, but you've packed a snowsuit.
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That's kind of the vibe that I'm getting from this.
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Obviously you do not need a snowsuit in Bali, or at least I would hope you would never need a snowsuit in Bali.
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Ah.
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By the way, side note, dream.
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That would be incredible to go there anyways, 'cause I'm currently.
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Sitting in my truck with a snowstorm happening all around me because it's so freaking cold here in crazy weather. And that is my life right now.
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Someday, someday I will go to Bali anyways.
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I digress. So.
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Yeah, clearly.
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All of that cannot go with them.
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You know their.
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It's just not gonna work.
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It exceeds the limit. Is what I'm hearing and it's not sustainable.
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Not like it's not gonna.
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You can't bring all that with you.
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And so it's like we're in a period of being asked to go through our luggage.
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What's so ******* crazy about this?
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Not even kidding the entire weekend.
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My Friday night and my entire Saturday and a bit of my Sunday.
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Was spent going through.
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My closet going through all the bags like cleaning out my room from top to bottom of **** I was holding onto.
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For years, like I literally cleared receipts from 20/21.
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There was unopened mail.
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Call.
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From that time as well, like I had.
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It's like I didn't clear out my work bag from from four years ago.
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Not even kidding you.
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I promise I'm not a hoarder.
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I promise I'm not.
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It's just stuff that.
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I just kept putting off from going through, right?
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Papers like I just accumulated.
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Papers and and documents and just stuff. And anyways.
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I felt this strong urge to go through all of that and it's so crazy how, as I was going through it, I was.
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Like remembering that version of me.
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The version of me that actually had anxiety and fears around opening the mail and answering the phone and having those conversations with people.
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Nervous system just was not.
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In a position to.
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Be able to handle any of those big scary adultery.
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Things that required a lot of responsibility and I know I realize I'm saying this as a.
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Grown *** woman with four kids.
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And I am a responsible adult. But I just had these interesting.
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Fears and anxieties around some of those things.
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And so going through all this stuff, I was like, wow, you know, noticing some shame coming up, some guilt coming up and.
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Um.
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In that moment, I just kind of sent love to that version of myself and also at the same time acknowledged how far I've come and how it's like, no big deal. Now to do those things.
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It feels so.
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It feels so good that I could.
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Handle those things now my nervous system can handle those things now, which is like, yes, growth. But I had to do a whole lot.
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You know, including going to work at a spa to be able to.
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Exercise my nervous system to the point that it is now.
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Which is really.
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I love this like full circle moment but anyways.
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It felt so good to go through all that **** and to get rid of all of that stuff, like the relief I felt in my body, the lightness and the energy in my room again acknowledging.
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You know how.
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My environment helped my body feel. It literally felt lighter.
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Felt relief.
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Releasing all of that.
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And.
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I swear it's to the point now where when I'm feeling called to clear **** out or to clean up, to declutter. Whatever, to get rid of stuff. I get excited because I'm like, oh, I wonder what I'm being called to Createspace for.
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And obviously with the work that I'm doing and where I want to go and how I envision my life and you know, by the end of this year.
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Or even next year. Whatever the next five years, I can't be taking all that **** that I just got rid of with me.
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Cannot come with me.
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It it.
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Can't because that version of myself that I'm walking into.
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She she's not carrying that around.
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Doesn't have that with her.
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You know she's.
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She has her filing cabinet organized like she's got her. You know, she as soon as she gets mail, she opens it and she looks at it with confidence.
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Pays her bills on time. Like all these things.
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That I see for myself that I know is available to me and that I know I'm innately worthy of, and so are you.
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You know, she handles things differently.
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So.
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Yeah, I had to, like clear out that baggage literally.
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Metaphorically.
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So I feel like this is an invitation for you to do.
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Something similar, right?
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I feel like we're all going through some sort of.
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We're all being asked to take some sort of action forward, you know, taking some steps forward into new habits, new routines.
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More sustainability.
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Things that are going to be so much more supportive for you that helps you get to your dream destination, whatever that is.
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And I'm not talking like unrealistic dream destination.
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You know, going back to me saying, like, by the end of this year, you know, I'm gonna be realistic about.
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Like.
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Version of myself. I wanna be by the end of the year.
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And you can be too like it.
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It could actually be so simple like like I said, I wanna be able to open my mail as soon as I get it and not put it off.
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Wanna respond to messages with more ease and less anxiety?
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And.
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You know, be more mindful of, of how my avoidance creeps in.
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And how that like inner protector comes in to protect.
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For things that I don't need protection from, you know, of course I can.
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Giggle about that now. But there was a time where you know.
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Basic things felt extremely scary to me.
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Oh, there's my vehicle.
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So.
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Yeah, just like, be real with yourself. Don't create.
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These unreal old plates upon yourself, these unrealistic expectations, right? Because those just cause us to retract those just cause us to, like, say, never mind.
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Scary.
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You might have an inner protector.
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Who comes in is like, oh, that's scary. That's uncomfortable.
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Not do that.
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Let's divert our attention over here.
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Let's let's go back to old old patterns and habits to to protect ourselves from new ones.
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The new ones are so scary.
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Like you know, it's good to notice.
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Those internal dialogues and those inner parts of ourselves who kind of come in.
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To take over.
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Right, yeah.
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So going back to my story of realignment.
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Another thing that I did yesterday, I actually upgraded my room, my office, my office space.
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It looks so good now. If you wanna look at it, I actually posted photos of it on my Instagram and on my Facebook.
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You have to go and have a look.
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So pretty and it feels so good.
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Just missing.
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A single chair like I need to add another chair because sometimes I have people come to see me in person.
00:25:55 Natashia Mack
Like sorry, sometimes I have more than one person.
00:25:59 Natashia Mack
Coming in like today, for example, I had a mother and a daughter come to see me in person. So it was so nice having you know them in my new space and it just felt so good. The energy felt really, really good.
00:26:15 Natashia Mack
You know, once I got all the aesthetic stuff out of there, it like really created the space for my dream space.
00:26:23 Natashia Mack
Which was really, really cool.
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And now I feel like, you know, having a space that I'm so proud of and so excited about, it's like.
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Opened me up to new opportunities and new ideas and and things like that.
00:26:41 Natashia Mack
It's just such a powerful reflection of.
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How our environments affect us, right? And like the energy of our spaces so.
00:26:55 Natashia Mack
That's another clue to me that I am on the right path and you know I'm. I'm getting realigned cause all these things that I've I've been experiencing lately, you know, after the changes.
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That I've been making and all of that, it's like.
00:27:17 Natashia Mack
I'm just.
00:27:19 Natashia Mack
Feeling so lit up again, I'm feeling so inspired again.
00:27:25 Natashia Mack
Things are.
00:27:26 Natashia Mack
There's so much more ease.
00:27:28 Natashia Mack
Like yes, I may be about to go for.
00:27:32 Natashia Mack
You know, radiation five days a week for six weeks for six.
00:27:38 Natashia Mack
Sorry and I have CT scans coming and I I'm you know, doing physio once a week and there's lots of real.
00:27:48 Natashia Mack
Life stuff happening.
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Like even though there's all of that 'cause, that stuff doesn't go away.
00:27:57 Natashia Mack
Know you never reach this point of like everything's perfect.
00:28:02 Natashia Mack
'S great like.
00:28:04 Natashia Mack
There's no bad.
00:28:06 Natashia Mack
There's no more discomfort like that. Literally never comes.
00:28:11 Natashia Mack
And it's not supposed to, because we're, we're here to be humans and experience like real human things, right? And and discomfort, as a sign of of growth.
00:28:23 Natashia Mack
We're constantly growing and evolving and change is a constant like.
00:28:29 Natashia Mack
Yeah, anyways, blah blah blah. But.
00:28:34 Natashia Mack
Damn it. Now I lost my train of thought for you to go.
00:28:38 Natashia Mack
Yeah.
00:28:40 Natashia Mack
So despite all of that, I still know that I'm in alignment.
00:28:47 Natashia Mack
It's like I can carry both.
00:28:50 Natashia Mack
We can all carry.
00:28:51 Natashia Mack
There's, there's good and there's.
00:28:54 Natashia Mack
Like we live in a, you know, dualistic.
00:28:58 Natashia Mack
World, where there's always going to be both no matter what, but it's it's all about how you carry it and navigate it and support yourself through it, right? I.
00:29:11 Natashia Mack
Supporting yourself, mind, body and soul and doing what you can with what you have and what is in your control and what is in your power, and recognizing the difference between what is and what isn't.
00:29:26 Natashia Mack
I have found that the more than I surrender.
00:29:31 Natashia Mack
The more that I allow the Creator to support me.
00:29:37 Natashia Mack
And the more?
00:29:40 Natashia Mack
That I'm able to navigate life's challenges with more ease.
00:29:46 Natashia Mack
Like it's just a cause and effect.
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That just is what it is.
00:29:51 Natashia Mack
I surrender.
00:29:53 Natashia Mack
And I let myself be supported. I let myself be guided.
00:29:59 Natashia Mack
I accept that and I receive that and things just.
00:30:05 Natashia Mack
Flow so much better.
00:30:07 Natashia Mack
And yes, I've experienced especially last year seasons of just not feeling connected.
00:30:15 Natashia Mack
You know, I I I did feel disconnected.
00:30:21 Natashia Mack
For a while, especially when I was, you know, going like really going through it with my surgeries and leading up to the surgeries and there was like all these things that happened and.
00:30:35 Natashia Mack
I don't know I.
00:30:38 Natashia Mack
You kind of just, like, go through those.
00:30:41 Natashia Mack
Times and then and then all of a sudden it's like it's time for a new season and things start to shift and change and.
00:30:50 Natashia Mack
I still feel like I have one foot.
00:30:54 Natashia Mack
In in old season, because it's not quite finished yet, but then at the same time I feel I have another foot in this new one that's like slow.
00:31:05 Natashia Mack
Starting to emerge and.
00:31:08 Natashia Mack
That's been really interesting, but I'm not over thinking it.
00:31:12 Natashia Mack
I'm not trying to figure it out.
00:31:16 Natashia Mack
I'm not trying to control it.
00:31:19 Natashia Mack
I've learned for me personally that it's best to just like.
00:31:23 Natashia Mack
I know this sounds really weird, but kind of like keep not keep myself out of it, but mind my own business sometimes with how I'm being led and how I'm being guided.
00:31:35 Natashia Mack
Yeah, sounds strange but.
00:31:39 Natashia Mack
I I've really just like given my life to the Creator and I I think I just put so much trust.
00:31:50 Natashia Mack
In my higher power.
00:31:53 Natashia Mack
That I know I can't be misled, and I know that it's all on purpose for purpose.
00:31:59 Natashia Mack
And obviously I still have a.
00:32:02 Natashia Mack
I still have an ego and I'm still going to like chime in every once in a while and have my off days and my bad days and.
00:32:10 Natashia Mack
Have days where?
00:32:13 Natashia Mack
I'm angry and upset and confused with why things are the way that they are, but ultimately I always come back to this like I always come back to this home base of.
00:32:25 Natashia Mack
OK. No, God got my back and I can trust and I.
00:32:31 Natashia Mack
I'm being called to surrender a little bit more and even if their situations where I'm like, why is this happening and?
00:32:41 Natashia Mack
You know I can't see the lessons in it, I just.
00:32:45 Natashia Mack
I always end up coming back to this home base and try to see things from a higher perspective, and if I can't, it means I'm still too in it and it's still too fresh.
00:32:55 Natashia Mack
And that's OK.
00:32:58 Natashia Mack
So yeah, I'm learning things on as.
00:33:05 Natashia Mack
Maybe serious, maybe as serious as we think they are.
00:33:10 Natashia Mack
Because.
00:33:11 Natashia Mack
I mean, life is a.
00:33:13 Natashia Mack
And we have a certain amount of time here and it can all just kind of everything can change in the blink of an eye.
00:33:23 Natashia Mack
One minute you.
00:33:24 Natashia Mack
Oh yeah, this is for sure it.
00:33:25 Natashia Mack
Is where I'm.
00:33:26 Natashia Mack
This is what's happening, but then like.
00:33:29 Natashia Mack
Things change like you could get rerouted at any moment, and I'm just learning to be so much more present and appreciative of exactly where I'm at, even if it's uncomfortable.
00:33:42 Natashia Mack
I'm kind of judging myself right now and getting a little insecure as I'm talking because I'm like, do I.
00:33:47 Natashia Mack
Like I know it all.
00:33:48 Natashia Mack
Oh my God. Are people going to think that I have it all figured out?
00:33:51 Natashia Mack
Really.
00:33:51 Natashia Mack
I promise you the total opposite. Actually I don't.
00:33:55 Natashia Mack
I don't have any of it figured out.
00:33:57 Natashia Mack
But I've like, come to accept that you.
00:34:00 Natashia Mack
Know what I mean?
00:34:01 Natashia Mack
I'm. I'm accepting it and which brings me peace.
00:34:05 Natashia Mack
Acceptance brings peace.
00:34:07 Natashia Mack
It's not my job to know it.
00:34:09 Natashia Mack
It's not my job to have it all figured out.
00:34:11 Natashia Mack
I wouldn't want to.
00:34:13 Natashia Mack
Oh my God, who has time for that?
00:34:16 Natashia Mack
Honestly, I am content with knowing the amount that I know and I'm kind of on a need to know basis.
00:34:26 Natashia Mack
With the creator and that feels really good.
00:34:30 Natashia Mack
You know, if something is meant for me, it'll find.
00:34:32 Natashia Mack
It'll come to me. However, it is meant to, and that has been working for me, so yeah.
00:34:39 Natashia Mack
So yeah basically.
00:34:43 Natashia Mack
The three alignment.
00:34:47 Natashia Mack
I'm liking it.
00:34:50 Natashia Mack
It's good.
00:34:51 Natashia Mack
It's good. I'm.
00:34:53 Natashia Mack
I'm excited for what's to come.
00:34:56 Natashia Mack
And.
00:34:58 Natashia Mack
Yeah, I kind of want to bring this back over to you like.
00:35:03 Natashia Mack
Are you noticing a call to action?
00:35:07 Natashia Mack
You know just intuitively or.
00:35:10 Natashia Mack
Maybe it's been coming up.
00:35:12 Natashia Mack
You know where.
00:35:14 Natashia Mack
You're you are hearing the same thing like.
00:35:19 Natashia Mack
Two to three times in a row.
00:35:23 Natashia Mack
Right. Just these, like, synchronicities keep popping up of the same thing over and over again.
00:35:29 Natashia Mack
It it.
00:35:29 Natashia Mack
If that's happening to you, just know that the universe is like, hey, like, pay attention.
00:35:36 Natashia Mack
There's something here for you.
00:35:40 Natashia Mack
You know that's how you can start listening to that.
00:35:44 Natashia Mack
Can start just by paying attention.
00:35:47 Natashia Mack
And noticing those patterns coming up those.
00:35:52 Natashia Mack
Signals the signs, the messages.
00:35:57 Natashia Mack
The universe is always speaking to you and.
00:36:02 Natashia Mack
You know the creator is always speaking to you and that's, you know, it's through your intuition.
00:36:09 Natashia Mack
That the creator speaks to you.
00:36:13 Natashia Mack
And those messages that come through those subtle nudges that come through are are for you to support you and guide you on your path.
00:36:22 Natashia Mack
So just know that if you get to a point where.
00:36:27 Natashia Mack
You're feeling really stuck and frustrated with where you're at.
00:36:34 Natashia Mack
Nine times out of 10.
00:36:37 Natashia Mack
You're.
00:36:38 Natashia Mack
You've already been receiving nudges you've already been receiving.
00:36:44 Natashia Mack
Guidance on on how to change that, but again, it's going to require a few things.
00:36:52 Natashia Mack
One for you to take a moment and think back at.
00:36:57 Natashia Mack
What are some of those nudges? I've already received that I haven't done.
00:37:01 Natashia Mack
Like what's been nagging at me that I haven't done that little niggling.
00:37:05 Natashia Mack
That I've been getting and I just haven't.
00:37:08 Natashia Mack
You know, maybe have been avoiding it or just putting it off or just haven't made time for.
00:37:13 Natashia Mack
Go back to that and then do that because that'll create an immediate shift in your energy. That right there will start moving some of those.
00:37:23 Natashia Mack
Obstacles that you feel are in front of you, so go back to that and then the other thing.
00:37:30 Natashia Mack
Imagine that you are about to go on a plane to your dream destination.
00:37:36 Natashia Mack
And you have all of this baggage, all these bags, and it's filled with stuff that you don't actually need.
00:37:43 Natashia Mack
It's no longer serving you.
00:37:46 Natashia Mack
You can't take it with you where you're going because it doesn't fit that life. It doesn't.
00:37:53 Natashia Mack
It they don't go together so.
00:37:59 Natashia Mack
It's time to like clear some of that out. Make space, make space.
00:38:05 Natashia Mack
Let go of the old. Maybe you have some actual bags like I did that have like receipts from 2021 in there.
00:38:13 Natashia Mack
Maybe there's just some old stuff that you're being called to get rid of.
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Or or.
00:38:24 Natashia Mack
Perhaps.
00:38:27 Natashia Mack
There's some habits.
00:38:30 Natashia Mack
That, you know are not.
00:38:33 Natashia Mack
There's some habits or, you know, yeah, that.
00:38:38 Natashia Mack
You know you can't take with you to where you're going because it's not gonna be supportive.
00:38:46 Natashia Mack
It's not going to be.
00:38:49 Natashia Mack
It just doesn't.
00:38:49 Natashia Mack
It just can't.
00:38:51 Natashia Mack
Can't um.
00:38:53 Natashia Mack
Coexist.
00:38:57 Natashia Mack
So that's a possibility.
00:39:00 Natashia Mack
The other thing that I'm seeing in.
00:39:01 Natashia Mack
Mind right now is how.
00:39:03 Natashia Mack
We have this like internal tank of gas, right? And how people, places, patterns, habits, things.
00:39:14 Natashia Mack
Can either add to your tank of gas or they could take away.
00:39:20 Natashia Mack
And when you're kind of going through a realignment, it's so important to notice what adds what takes away.
00:39:30 Natashia Mack
You know, obviously there's going to be things in life that we have to do.
00:39:34 Natashia Mack
Just sort of like a non negotiable that takes away, right?
00:39:40 Natashia Mack
Costs you your inner fuel.
00:39:44 Natashia Mack
But that's why we then also have things that add to that fuel.
00:39:50 Natashia Mack
That's why it's so important to have things like that, right?
00:39:54 Natashia Mack
Nourishing relationships, nourishing friendships, nourishing.
00:39:59 Natashia Mack
Hobbies and you know routines.
00:40:06 Natashia Mack
Like going for walks and taking care of yourself and getting a good night's sleep and all that stuff. But just start to be mindful of the things you you know, you're going to start to recognize.
00:40:18 Natashia Mack
How certain things can drastically reduce?
00:40:23 Natashia Mack
That fuel amount that you have inside of you, like things that.
00:40:30 Natashia Mack
You don't have to let do that. You know what I mean? Like.
00:40:35 Natashia Mack
Recognize that there are some things where you do have a choice and you do have personal power and and maybe you need to ask for help, and that's OK too, right?
00:40:46 Natashia Mack
We're.
00:40:46 Natashia Mack
As humans, we are not meant to figure it all out on our own, and we're not meant to do it all on our own.
00:40:52 Natashia Mack
Sometimes we need.
00:40:53 Natashia Mack
That is a very normal thing anyways.
00:40:58 Natashia Mack
Yeah, just start to like, notice that notice your energy?
00:41:02 Natashia Mack
How you feel in certain places?
00:41:07 Natashia Mack
In certain relationships, like are things adding to your inner fuel or are they?
00:41:14 Natashia Mack
Taking away, are there things that are just leaking it? You know, like maybe there's things in the in the back of your mind that again, you've been avoiding. And that's just like leaking your inner feel.
00:41:28 Natashia Mack
I didn't realize that for the longest time or like like.
00:41:31 Natashia Mack
I understood the idea of it, but I didn't fully know it until I started taking care of those things.
00:41:38 Natashia Mack
Then I was like.
00:41:40 Natashia Mack
Oh.
00:41:40 Natashia Mack
Yes, those you know, once you clean up those leaks, those few leaks, those inner fuel leaks, it's wild.
00:41:52 Natashia Mack
Like the difference in how you feel?
00:41:56 Natashia Mack
Anyways, so there's that too.
00:41:58 Natashia Mack
So I just I feel like.
00:42:01 Natashia Mack
Yeah, those are the messages for you at this time and for us.
00:42:08 Natashia Mack
Because I'm right there with you.
00:42:12 Natashia Mack
I am continuing to, you know, be mindful of those.
00:42:18 Natashia Mack
I feel like it's an important part of being highly sensitive person.
00:42:23 Natashia Mack
An important part of.
00:42:27 Natashia Mack
Being a human wants to grow and evolve and pursue her life goals and mission and purpose and all that jazz, you know, so.
00:42:41 Natashia Mack
I really hope that.
00:42:44 Natashia Mack
You enjoyed this episode.
00:42:48 Natashia Mack
I feel like I'm forgetting some things 'cause I'm trying to like think in my brain.
00:42:51 Natashia Mack
Did I even start this episode where? Where?
00:42:56 Natashia Mack
Was this supposed to go again?
00:42:58 Natashia Mack
I can't remember the initial intention to be honest with you, but I'm gonna trust that this unfolded exactly as it was meant to and.
00:43:09 Natashia Mack
Yeah, if you have any questions or comments about this episode, please.
00:43:15 Natashia Mack
Let me know.
00:43:16 Natashia Mack
I would love to hear from you.
00:43:18 Natashia Mack
I love your feedback.
00:43:21 Natashia Mack
Alright, so I will talk to you guys next week. I hope you have a a lovely week and.
00:43:31 Natashia Mack
Yeah, bye.
